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Dear Diary,


It looks like I know what I am doing. But the very next moment I find myself confused.

Confused as to what to do

Confused as to what I want to do.

Is it with everyone or just with me.


I thought I knew what I was doing or where I was going.

But not anymore.

I don’t feel confident enough now about the decisions made.

But now I am afraid to turn my back to them.


Is it a mistake?

Getting education to get a job far away from home?

I had imagined it to be beautiful but dream don’t come true always.

Sometimes they leave bitter marks in your head to cry and repent for forever.


You study.

Study hard.

You work.

Work hard to score good.

And then when you score good, you think what is it worthy for?


A good job?

Decent sum of money as salary?

But along comes the loneliness.

The depression.

Is this what I wanted in first place?

Or am I being more emotional for no reason.


Completed my journey of studies today.

Got placed.

But when you think everything is smooth on the road of life, comes the big blind turn.


What's real, What's fictional!
You read, You decide !