Sorry I lied ,
Lied a million times to you.
Hiding the pain and just ,
Smiling in-front of you !
You asked me,
"What's wrong?",
I wanted to scream,
"Everything",
But I lied,
"All's good".
You asked me,
"Did anything happened today?"
I lied,
"No nothing"
"Everything is fine"
You asked me,
"Are you crying?"
I lied,
"No, why would I cry"
"I am happy"
You asked me,
"How was your day?"
I wanted to tell you
All the shit that had happened that day,
But I lied,
"My day was just usual,
like everyday "
You asked me,
"What did you do the whole day?"
I wanted to cry,
Like I had been crying
That whole day,
But I lied,
"I did some home stuff and studies"
I know you knew something was wrong,
I know you knew that I was in pain,
I know you knew that I was lying,
I know you might be hurt after reading this,
But I had to lie.
Lie beacause
You were entering a new phase of your life,
Phase for which you had toiled so much.
I just had no right to snatch that happiness from you,
To deprive you of the smiles you deserved.
I didn't want to loathe you with my depression,
I just couldn't be so selfish.
Hence,
I lied.
I know you would have been there
when I cried,
When I was depressed.
But I didn't want to
sadden you by my sorrow tales.
I wanted you to be happy,
And believe
That I was happy too.
Because
Seeing you happy,
Somewhere made me happy too !
Hence
I am confessing it today,
Right here,
In-front of you.
That
I am Sorry,
Sorry,
That I lied to you !
[This post was first published on The Writers Lounge. http://weandwords.blogspot.com/2011/06/i-am-sorry-i-lied-to-you.html ]
9 comments:
nice :)
I feel so close to this poem, coz I had lied to someone too, despite hating lies.. As i was reading your words , the persons came image came across my mind as my eyes moved onto one word after another .. If your someone is reading this, and if he understand you truly, he will hold you more close and will get you out of it, and once when you are out of it, dont forget to soothe for the hurt you gave him :) All the best :)
@adreamygal : Wish that someone could read and know why I lied to him, and since I don't know when he wil read this, I am blessing you for understanding me so truly :) :)
God Bless You :)
realy nice............
@Niks : thank you ver much :)
realy nice............
I feel so close to this poem, coz I had lied to someone too, despite hating lies.. As i was reading your words , the persons came image came across my mind as my eyes moved onto one word after another .. If your someone is reading this, and if he understand you truly, he will hold you more close and will get you out of it, and once when you are out of it, dont forget to soothe for the hurt you gave him :) All the best :)
@adreamygal : Wish that someone could read and know why I lied to him, and since I don't know when he wil read this, I am blessing you for understanding me so truly :) :)
God Bless You :)
@Niks : thank you ver much :)
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