But .... !

In low times, when she needed an ear
You were supposed to be by her side and listen what she has to say.
Not to react, not to support
but just listen to what she wants to express.
But you were not there!

Times when you were supposed to be neutral
and not mock her
You joined the other people laughing on her
This is how it all ended!

You are just one of the people
mocking her
making her feel even more low
shattering her trust to pieces
and
lowering her esteem at every moment
and then you ask
what did I do!

It's all Fading !

It was supposed to be fun!
We were supposed to work as a team and win this together!
Having fun and making it all more fun was how the course was assumed to be!
You completing me and me completing you was how it should have been!

Nothing is complete in this world.
Nobody can survive alone and without any support.

But see how we ended up!
Fighting and arguing on stuff which makes no sense!
Growing apart every single moment, distancing myself from you seems to be the only way out now to me!
For you just don't realize what you mean to me and what you did to me!
You lied and you have been lying to me since the moment I asked you the truth.
You broke the trust which I thought you would never brake!
But then it's my fault that I trusted my respect with you and not yours for this may have been the plan since the beginning and I was just stupid to fall for it!
Another Girl!
Didn't know this is how you looked at me!
For you were the only guy in my life I had allowed to this extent!

Everything is fading now!
I don't talk
I don't smile
I don't meet people
I don't eat
I don't work
I just don't live anymore!

I was supposed to be happy I have been happy and I hate at what I have become now and I hate more to see what I shall be if I will be this much aloof all the time. And I blame myself for all this, for trusting someone with the thought that we will be happy together, for believing that people can be trusted, for being stupid to follow you and love you till date eve after I know you never loved me!

Stupidity

How actually can you define stupidity!
What it means may be different to different people but at the end it is Stupidity after all so we don't have to be wise enough to make out or justify what that is stupidity what it is!

Leading a day without planning is stupidity! You have nothing to eat, you are unwilling to walk 0.5 miles for that but you can get ready in 5 minutes and go to some socialite event for enjoyment. That is stupidity! Coming back and then doing some adventure to get food - and then narrating the story to others as if some heroic act was performed - That is stupidity!
Trying to close eyes to the upcoming event to simply enjoy the pleasures - that is stupidity!

Not every time life needs to be planned! You were born as a human, a body with brain and the best orgns one mamal can have and not an animal! Think, plan and ction otherwise one day you will end up as a mess and nothing else!

You need to chill!
You need to relax!
We will figure something out!

You just cant live your life without thinking about how to face the at hand problem when you know it's there right in front of you. Not every time trouble will send you an invitation card to get ready for them but if something can be avoided, it should be! If you can avoid trouble for the next moment now then why to leave it to uncertainty!

What is intellectual and what is stupidity cannot be defined for scientists are yet to discover a measure to measure both. But certain things every human mind can interpret and be prepared for!

Till death do us part !

I hear your cries

Yes, I do

I see the pain and suffering

It makes me restless to see you faint like this

But I won't let you die!

I am gonna be there for you

For you have been my sole friend in this lone journey of sad life

Whenever I was in pain

you let me paint you

My anger you absorbed

without any fear

You let me by myself

with no fear of being ignored, misjudged and ill-treated

So how can I let you die alone

We will live together

We will die together!

That's a promise.

Till death do us part !

L.O.S.T.

She is a one man woman. And the only man she loved is now a LOST cause. Lost in the battle of trust and love, faith is now gone and will never be regained again from the heap of treachery.

Trust was what she had in him and time pass was how he saw her. Use and Throw – she didn’t know when she became that for him.

She lost her respect to him! Lost her trust in love! Cheated again by time and trust she is now broken and shattered to cry to sleep every night. Suicide is not an option but praying for an accident to happened to be the cause for her death is something she has in her prayers now.

They meet every day – she remembers all the moments they had spent together and can’t take the fact out from her mind that he has a girlfriend.

Love – Doesn’t exist

Oneiric – Doesn’t exist

Strength – Doesn’t exist

Trust – Doesn’t exist

All that he has for her is – Who are You!