Another Two States Part - 44(ii)

She had been sitting there for a while. Sometime checking her cell phone for any new messages and sometimes staring at the long queue in-front of her. He was standing in the queue and she was eagerly waiting fro her to comeback.
He returned.
"So did you get it all?",in one breath she asked.
"Yeah. It's too much but. How will I ever be able to repay you for all that you are doing for us",he sounded bit burdened with her act of gratitude.
"It's for somebody I love. You don't have to repay me back anything. Just keep her happy. Start a new business and establish yourself as soon as possible. You exactly have one year to prove yourself and I know you will stand up-to my expectations, up-to everybody's expectations.",and tears came into her eyes.
Though she was talking about Neha and Hemant but she was also talking about herself and Samarth. He was a South Indian and she was a North Indian. The same caste drama involved them too.
"Thanks a lot Namita. Come home, let's tell Neha this good news",he insisted.
"No, No. I have to go now. My work here is done. She is fine, you have money, now I should return back to my college life. I have things to settle there too.",she answered, picking up her things.
"But Neha must be waiting for you na",he said.
"Yes, But now I have to leave now itself. I will call her up on the way to the station. You just take care of her and the baby and don't let me down. I know your potentials so just stick to your work", saying so she started walking. "Yes, I will",and he walked her to the gate.
She took and the auto rickshaw and reached station in an hour. Boarded the train and called Neha.
"Neha, Yes...Things are okay. Don't worry. Maa Papa won't get to know about this. I have made arrangements for that. Just take care Neha", and tears came in her eyes and the call was cut.
The next call was made to the manager who had helped Namita in faking the passbook details.
And the next number to be dialled was that of Tiya, she didn't pick. Now Namita was really worried. What possibly could have happened. But then she tried to calm down and didn't ring back again, thinking to call her back in sometime.
She was just looking up for a number in the list to call that her phone was ringing.
"Hey...How did you know I wanted to talk to you?",she sounded cheerful.
"Why wouldn't I know? I just know all that you think, wish or desire. I know it all",he replied.
"Okay okay Mr. Samarth. So, tell  me....when are you coming to see me? It's been a long time since I have seen my man.",she chuckled.
"Tomorrow Morning",came the instant reply.
"Really? Oh Really?",she was surprised. Such a surprise was the least thing she expected to hear from him.
"Yes my heart, Am coming tomorrow. They asked me to join as early as possible, these private firms you know na, how impatient they are to make their employees work. Moreover when I have made my mind to settle there then why to waste even a second. I just booked my flight ticket. Between, all settled there?", he asked.
"Yea, I am too on my way to college. Will reach by 9 in the morning. I have given him the money, hope I won't be let down."
"You definitely won't be. Don't worry. Things will be the way they were. Okay I gotta go. See you tomorrow. I will come around to meet my baby", and the call was cut.
She was happy. He knew he could make her happy in no matter what mood she might be in, that's why he called after Neha informed him about her leaving like this.
Namita didn't know this. These little things you do to make your love happy, are the biggest things you can ever do to anybody.

30 after I am 30!

Alright!

I know the title for the post is quiet funny enough to grab your attention to read the post.Hope you won't be disappointed as I won't be making it too long for you all to read.

Few months back, while blog-walking, I came across a blog post, "30  before I turn 30". It was a list of thirty things that the blogger had made, and he was ticking his list, doing a two or more thing every year. The list included a variety of things to be done. Like doing bungee-jumping to attending a rock concert, meeting Avril Lavigne to doing some nasty stuff to at a funeral. The list wasn't disclosed but some of the things were boasted there that he had checked on his list.

Now, my mind too started ticking. Every nice thing we see, we want it! Human Nature.

I have been a kind of sober, mommy's girl but then I am not one of those who would miss the fun. I just mould things my way. Hence, 30 after I am 30! I don't have a boyfriend to accompany me in the things I have planned I would like to do nor do I have a brother or a sister for that company. I have good friends (read Best friends) but na, I have loads other things to do with them. Now what other way is left for the poor girl like me to choose ! Oh No, No, I am not so innocent as I look!

I have a list, actually still preparing it, and now that I have jotted down what all I would like to do, all I need is somebody. Boyfriend thing is a No No scenario in my life, I have not fortunate enough in that department yet, No Regrets, but definitely I will be married one day!( Big Grin ) And My husband will have to have to do all that that list includes! (Devil Laugh)

Oh! I am so Cruel at times !

P.S.:I have been looking for 10 days challenge, where the blogger introduces itself to its readers through a list of 10 things, writing one every day, I have searched a lot many  blogs but couldn't find one. If by chance you have it on your blog and are reading this post, please let me know :) 

Another Two States Part - 44(i)

Tring Tring.
Tring Tring.
He waited, waited for her to answer. He needed guidance on certain issues and she seemed to be the better option to be asked from.
Tring Tring.
The bell was ringing, but nobody answered. It was the third time now that he had dialed her number in a row.
"What could be the matter? It's Sunday afternoon and it's not sleeping time of hers for sure. Where is she then?", he said to himself.
Finally Tiya picked up his call.
"Hello....", came the sunken voice from the other side.
"Hey. Hi Tiya. Everything okay with you? I have been trying your number since quite some time now. What's wrong? You seem to be sad? Is everything okay there?", he asked.
"Yea,....every..thing.is fine. Sorry I couldn't answer your call earlier.",she kept it quiet straight to the main points.
Samarth guessed something was wrong on her side as this was not the usual verbose, lively Tiya on phone. He kept asking but she just won't tell him anything.
"Okay...", finally he concluded,"I guess I will talk to you later then. Thanks for the information between. Bye Take Care."
The conversation had ended but in some way it had just begun.
Samarth immediately called Namita.
"Hello....",she answered.
"Hey, .........",and he kept silent.
In the backdrop he could hear some stern voices.
"Where are you?
"I am in the bank, I told you na about it. Can we talk later?", she looked in a hurry to hang up.
"Yea, sure. Just call up Tiya. Something's bothering her and she just won't tell me",he completed the conversation.
Something's been bothering our miss happy go lucky? How can that be so? What is it that she's been hiding? Why didn't she tell Samarth?

Another Two States Part - 43

"What!",he yelled.
Sob, sob. She just won't stop, no matter what Namita would say to her mother.
"Now will anyone tell me exactly where Neha is? It's 9 pm and her trip was supposed to end today. And why are you crying, just be quiet for a few minutes, will you. Namita, hurry up and call Neha's friends immediately.",he ordered.

Namita's mother knew about the fierce nature of her husband and the fact that their one daughter is missing because of another daughter, summed up enough reason for her ears to roll down her cheeks.
Continuous flow of cries in the room and Namita still sitting by her mother, unmoved by what her father had asked her to do, made him more angry and his anger was what they feared the most!

"Namita, don't you listen what I just asked you to do. Get up, now!", his voice level increased more this time and hence increased her cries. Namita was shook deep! She didn't know what to do! Obey her Father and tell him the truth, console her mother for she has been crying her eyes out for things that have never actually happened or help her younger sister, who had committed a blunder and now only she could help her come out of that pit hole. Mix thoughts made her senseless, blank! She just sat besides her watching her mother cry, hiding her face in her palms, with the tears increasing every time her father would shout. Just like earlier she was watching Neha cry for her mistake in the court, with her tears increasing every time Namita would try to make her sense the delicacy of the moment, every time she spoke to make her understand the consequences of what Neha and Hemant had done! Life! Brings you what you just can't bear and handle! But Namita wasn't going to let things down like this. She had made her mind to fight! Fight them all, for her sister, for her mother, for herself, for Love!

But, how ..was the main question! What could you expect from a 12th standard girl, how was she supposed to cover up that her younger sister was now married to a guy of another caste knowing the fact the heer father and his whole family just won't accord with the relationship!

But problems give you courage too to face them, hence she stood up, to speak to her father.
"Father, her group met with an accident",she managed to speak in one go. She had decided to take all the blame on herself.

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Tring Tring.
Tring Tring.
She was in no mood to stop writing. But she had to, it was a call from her Love that she had to attend.
"Hello....",she answered in a dull voice.
"What's wrong Love? Everything Okay?",he was somebody who can tell even the way she breathe as to she was sad or happy.
"I was writing my diary and....", she paused.
He heard some sobs, though she had controlled enough not to panic him.
But he knew what was in the diary.
"And.......",he asked her to complete.
But came no reply. Only sobs, now more clearly could be heard.
"Sweetheart, say it...and....",he persuaded again. But still came no reply.
"Namita, my baby. Stop crying. I am here to hold your hand. I know what your diary contains but say it. I love to hear it when you say it. Say it, be strong, I know my love is, so just say it.....",he said in a firm voice.
Namita knew Samarth's nature. He would not give up asking until she will say it all herself. Moreover she too wanted to say.
"I came across the pages I had written when Neha got married.",and she started crying.
"Namitaa...namita...stop crying", but she just won't stop.
"Baby, please. Won't you listen to me? Please stop crying, you don't look good with tears. I wanted you to be strong by saying it out-loud but since you didn't complete it, let me do the part that my Love has left",he continued," We are going to be together within a year Sweetheart. You just have to complete your degree and I will take you away from everything. Whatever happened with Neha, is not gonna happen with you. And whatever she did, you are certainly not gonna do even an inch of it. Just have faith, we will win everybody in this world with our love and trust. Be it your parents or be it my parents. Now stop crying Love, I have got a good news ", he ended on a light note.
She waited for him to tell himself, but he too was not easy guy. She knew, after all the sobs, he now would open his mouth after some pampering. But still she tried being sober, human nature.
"What is it?", she asked plainly.
"Hmmm...I am not telling you like this",he said in a tickling voice.
"Hmm...", she still sulked.
"Namita baby,", and he sounded sad.
"I love you".
"I am coming to Delhi next week, I love you too baby".
That was the best she could have thought of but before she could answer she saw her mother's call on wait,"Honey, I have to hang up now, It's mother's call that I can't miss. Love you tonnnnnn sweety",the call ended with her smiling.
Samarth had succeeded but he was worried, will he be able to live upto the expectations of his and her family. What will he talk to her parents about? How will he convince them for their future together? A lot many thoughts boggled his mind. But he was determined not give up so easily. And he called Tiya.

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Another Two States Part - 42

Tring Tring.
It has been a while since Samarth's number has been flashing on her cell phone.
Finally the call was answered.
"Hello",she said, in a dull voice.
"Namita, where are you? What took you so long to answer my call? I hope everything is okay",he sounded a bit worried.
"Yeah, yeah. All is fine here. I was just....", her dullness was picked up by Samarth,"What happened baby? What's troubling you? Tell me, what or who has been boggling my sweetheart's mind other than my thoughts", he giggled, trying to lighten up her mood and he did succeed. She smiled.
"My baby always know how to make his baby smile na",she said, in pampering tone.
"Yes, that's why I am her baby and she is my baby",and they both laughed.
Love so pure as blessed the moment.
"Samarth....",she said sighing.
"Yes my darling.....",came the reply.
"Will we ever be together as one? Will we both be able to stand up-to everybody's expectations? Will our parents agree to our relationship?",she sounded serious now.
"Namita, I love you and this what you should remember and not all the worries. I am here to answer all of them. Yes, of-course, We will be together. Our parents will agree to our relationship. I will make them agree. I have got a priceless thing in my life and that's you and I am not going to give up easily on that. Just have faith in me and our bond. We together will make bend things our own way. Just give our relationship some time, give me some time to stand up-to the level that I can ask for your hand.",surely did he loved her.
"You have all the time in this world Samarth. I trust you completely. And I know, the day we will be together, is not very far.",she knew she had loved the right man.
"Yeayyy, now that's like my girl. Now listen baby, I gotta go. The job I told you about, I am looking positve response about getting posted in the North. I have a meeting to attend. Talk to you later. Take care Honey. Loads of Love and don't forget to smile that billion dollar smile for your love always, even when you know that I can't see it, as I can very well feel it. Bbye sweety.".
She laughed and the call was cut.
Namita was now again back to thinking mode, deep thinking mode.

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(Flashback)
"Neha Neha Neha.....What have you done",she shouted.
:Do you even realize the intensity of all the crap you have done", and she turned to Hemant,"And you, don't you have any brains? Is this fun going around here or what did you thought of before doing all this? That everything will be alright? That you both will be given a pat on your backs for doing this. Oh God! What on Earth did you both had in mind of getting married like this. This is no joke going around here kids. God!", Namita was really furious at the discovery of Hemant and Neha's marriage like this.
Back at home, earlier that day, Namita had helped Neha skipping from the clutches of parents as she was mislead that Neha wanted to go for a trip with her friends to Kullu-Manali, and being the elder sister, Namita had helped her, making parents agree to all what she asked for. Namita had faith in her sister and has hence not only did she managed her trip but also had helped her financially, but little did she knew that this whole was just a plain white lie. Namita knew, that no school trip was happening, just a group of 4 people was going on thier own for the trip, but the marriage thing and all was certainly not what she had dreamt about in her weirdest dream.

Neha never returned from that trip and eventually the group met with an accident. Neha thought of it the best plan to get away from her family and return after she would settle with Hemant. Namita was now blamed for letting Neha go on that trip. Namita was held responsible for her death, which had never happened actually, but Namita was bound by Neha's swear not to tell anything back at home.Neha needed time to prove herself and let Hemant too prove himself to her family and to his family. Life was suddenly so complicated for her. But she was living it anyway. It was just she had to bear with her father's anger after that, had to see her mother crying every night for losing her little angel, but she knew, the little angel was fine, she just had done a stupid crime which Namita was sure of getting her bailed off very soon.

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:"Namita...wake up, dinner is ready", Neha called.
Namita was lost in her own thoughts when she sat down at the dinning table. Food was being served and everybody was ready to eat when the little baby cries made Neha leave Hemant and Namita alone at the table.
"I will be back in a minute",and just when she left, Namita turned to him.
"I have got all that you want. She doesn't know a thing and let's just keep her away from all of this. I want you to take some time off from your crappy job tomorrow and meet me at the Bikaji ICICI branch.Get it?', she literaaly whispered.
"Yea, I understand",he murmured, eyes down with shame.

Another Two States Part - 41(ii)

Tring Tring.
Tring Tring.
"He..llo....", Tiya answered. She didn't like the fact of being waken up by an unknown number at 5 in the morning.
Sob...Sob..."Hello, Tiya.Is that you?",asked a familiar voice.
Tiya immediately stood up to sit on her bed. The person on the other side was Namita.
"Namitaaa, How are you?, where are you?, why are you crying? Are you okay? What's wrong? Why haven't you returned to my calls? When are you coming back? Everybody has been asking a lot about......" In one single breath were these questions fired, Namita knew her roommates verbose nature, "Tiya Tiya...am alright. I just bcame mausi (maternal aunt) a few seconds back. It's a baby girl. She's so cute and lovely. I am just so happy",she concluded.
"Wow, am so happy to hear that you know", now she was a bit calm.
"So, when are you coming back? I hope everything is okay there now",she asked.
"Hmm...Yea, things are fine, but I still got certain tasks here to finish up before I come back to my life. I will be there soon. I miss you. I miss my college. I miss my life",she sounded a bit low.
Tiya sensed that."Okay okay sweety, I have 100% faith that my brave girl will do all that she is required to do.", and she giggled,"just come back soon. Am waiting to see you again as my room-mate".
"Yea, I too miss you a lot. I will now hang up, Love ya", the call ended.

Tiya was happy to know she was alright but why is she still there and where is she, were some questions she had been thinking about since Namita had left. But then nowadays she had better work to do. She had been lately exploring ways to woo a guy, Rahul. But he was nowhere to be seen lately. But Tiya was no easy girl, who would just give up so soon.

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"But this is no way of living Neha. I know what I am suggesting is impossible, but still am alive, I am here for you. I will do whatever it takes to get you the best you can have.", Namita literally shouted.
Neha, Namita's younger sister, 19 years of age, had eloped in his school days with a guy, and had been living with him for more than 3 years now. The guy wasn't that much caring for her now and wasn't that good as she had appeared to her when she loved that dumb.
"I had warned you, that he's not nice. But you just won't listen to me", Namita was furious now. Who can see her younger sister's future and present being spoiled in-front of her eyes.
Neha started crying.
"I loved him and I still do. He's not that bad, he's just not literate enough to create a future for us. His family doesn't supports him anymore. Please di(sister), don't do this to me. You are all I have in the name of family", and tears started dropping.

 "Oh Neha, please don't cry",Namita took her face in her palms.
"I know, I am here for you always. Don't say so ever. I know he's the right guy for you. I have seen how much he cares for you, How much he loves you. I know he does to the maximum within his reach for you and your baby, but I feel sad when I see you both suffering for no reson. Why didn't you both wait for sometime before settling down. I would have tried something back at homes for the two of you. I just needed a chance, but you gave me none. This saddens me more. Why Neha? ", she also started crying.

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Neha had liked this guy from school. She was in class 11th and he was in class 12th. Namita's batchmate he was. Namita could clearly see something cooking up between both of them in the school, irrespective of the fact that Neha never told her anything before the final day, she got that call, that changed things.

"Hello", Namita answered.
"Hello, di(sister). I need you as a witness,Please come to the judiciary place. We need you",she had cut off the call crying.Namita tried calling again but she just won't answer.
Namita hurried to the court just to discover that her a year younger sister was now Mrs.
"Neha,, what have you done. Do you even know what all consequences this might bear to you, to me, to our parents, his parents. What all problems all this foolish step will result into for both of you?", she surely was angry, but what coul be done now. Neha was a married girl now.

Hemant belonged to other caste. And it was discovered back at his home that he loved her. Neha's parents too had discoverd this fact lately, and they thought, getting her married as soon as possible was the best remedy to get off the evil thought of Hemant from her mind. Namita was kept unaware of the whole scenario, by her parents as well as her sister. But she was the one who had to struggle and was still struggling with the outcome of the whole thing. Things that had happened in the past were all moving like a movie in-front of her eyes, but before a tear could drop out of sadness about the whole thing, Samarth's number flashed on her cell phone.

Another Two States Part - 41(i)

    And so passed two amazing years of college and life moved on. But wait, third year had started when the last part was published, so let's just grab a quick look to further continue with the story.

Namita was back to college and so were Tiya an Rahul. Rahul was still on  no speaking terms with Namita, but was good friends with Tiya, atleast this is what he thought was the thing between both of them. Whereas Tiya was now totally smitten by Rahul but then emerged this absurd thing.Namita asked for a favor. A dangerous one. She decides to visit her younger sister, to assist her as she was soon going to be a mother.She had been living somewhere unknown so far, with a hidden identity, even from her parents. Namita asks Tiya to keep this secret from everyone at college, even from her parents, if her mother calls her up someday!
Now that Namita was gone, Tiya tries to catch Rahul's attention but he didn't like the fact of her keeping the departure of Namita a secret, as he saw Namita leaving for some place, and when he had asked Tiya about this, she just told him the thing she has been telling everbody," Namita is still back at home because of certain issues.

So....now is the real time to get back to the story.
Let the mysteries, suspense, thrill,  trust, betrayal, anger and love flow in the air again.
Let's start with Another Two States again!! 

Another Two States ,A quick recap

Yea, Finally.

It's time to revive the magic of the mysterious story, full of twists and turns, new tragedies to be made alive on Pages From, Diary of a Lost Girl.

So, are we ready ?

I am!

So here goes a quick recap of all that has happened so far.

 Story starts with the introduction of our main female character,Namita. She had joined ITS Engineering College with the fact that her mother loved her a lot but father always maintained a distance from her.College was not very far but she being a kinda homesick and introvert was afraid of leaving home.College starts and she gets Tiya,the most chirping girl in college as her roommate.Tiya,from rajasthan, was a bubbly, zealot for life, adamant but full of life biotech student at the university.Namita also becomes friends with Vipsa and Sakshi. 

Then comes the freshers party twist and we get to know that Namita loves a South Indian guy, Samarth. He visits her and the story here for the first time. Namita had met him on a train journey and then they had exchanged contact numbers and thus grew the love between them. But not every love story has a great beginning and theirs love story was the unusual of all. They too had a rough but lovely start.They both were quiet serious and wished for a future together, but only with a consent from their parents.Also Samarth meets Rahul, co-coordinating a fashion event with Namita and later develops a liking for her.Samarth has this best friend of him, Varun, who helped them both with their first fight, his part is yet to come in the story.

This marks the end of first year of college.

Another mystery that surfaces in the story is the occurrence of a diary,  which holds some secret that Namita doesn't wanna tell anyone,not even Tiya, that's why she keeps her diary safe from everyone. A little bit of details do get revealed later however, but the full secret is yet to come out.

Meanwhile, things between Namita and Rahul start spinning more than just friendship. Rahul develops a soft corner for her unknown from the fact that she has only one man in her life, Samarth and also unknown of the fact that Tiya has a crush on him. Tiya not only hates Namita at one point for being too friendly with Rahul but also tries to be a bitch by being on Vipsa's side, who is another vamp in our story. Vipsa for certain reasons not only dislikes Namita but also tries to keep Rahul away from her in all the mean ways she can think of.A lot of drama happens and a lot of crappy things takes place. Even the call for a breakup comes.Vipsa tries to develop a rift between Namita and Samarth, as she had known Samarth from earlier and had had a crush on him, hence Namita was her target here in college, but she eventually fails to separate the two of them.Tiya helps them out.

Samarth gets a job with a promise that he would be posted in Delhi, near Namita.And talks of introducing him to her family starts.On the other hand, Tiya and Rahul meeting up every then and now. Things start becoming strong from her side but not from his'.

Namita used to get calls from an unknown caller in first year, and the same continues in second year.It comes into notice however that the caller is someone close and is definitely not Samarth.

Another mystery that starts showing it's bare fangs is the financial need that drags Namita to bank and make her fake some account  book detials so that she may transfer money from her account to someone else's account. The whole details are yet to be revealed.

And this marks the end of the second year of college.

Phew!

A lot has surely happened.

But wait, more is yet to come !!

Hope I didn't make it too long!

And hope I don't make it too long now :P

Happy reading.

Posting of new parts starts soon :)

Cheers!